Wednesday, March 24, 2004

Thinkin' Outloud...


I haven't been myself, lately. You can tell by looking at my apartment. Dust, dirty clothes strewn about, and I've been wearing the same outfits, over and over to work. The way I snap at people. When I get home, I just lay in bed, stare at the TV not even paying attention to what's on, but thinking.
Of what? I can't even remember. People talk to me but all I see is their mouths moving and nothing else. "I'm sorry, what did you just say?" Or, I'll ask a question, they'll answer and a couple minutes later, I'll ask the same question again.

What's wrong with me?

Maybe it's because I'm about to lose a friend to a big city. Maybe work is getting to me. Maybe it's bills. Maybe I'm unhappy.

Maybe, all of the above.

By the way, I can't believe I paid fifteen dollars for that salad I ate last night. I mean, even though I have fifteen dollars to spend, as I handed the Legal's cashier my debit card, I couldn't believe I was paying that much for a friggen seafood salad. The thought of it took some of my appetite away. I still ate it, and it was good but, still.

I haven't eaten dinner yet and it's almost eleven. Spam, anyone?

I've been doing a lot of purchasing lately. A new cell phone, a printer, a hair straightener (which is fabulous b.t.w) and I think it's because I'm bored.

"I'm feeling blah, let's see what I can buy."

Yet, the novelty of it all lasts but two seconds and I'm back laying on my bed watching TV.

Someone, add some exciting back into my life. Please?




Tuesday, March 23, 2004

Thinkin' Outloud...


Do I, or don't I? Should I? I mean...I just ate it yesterday and it costs too much. But my stomach wants it. Should I?


That's it...I'm going to Legal's and order another Antipasto salad.