Friday, June 20, 2003

Thinkin' Outloud...



I'm going to the cape this weekend. Can you feel the excitement?

Okay. What about now?

I hope it'll be fun. Luckily, Eleanor will be there as well along with some other peeps that keep me fair and balanced.
The weather looks to be cloudy and miserable, maybe it's a fair prediction for the weekend.

Hey, Marianne. Remember when we went to the cape? We went on that whale watch and all those whales came out. I squealed in delight.

Hopefully we will be able to do that again. Just you and me, no Mark, no Sean. Just you....and MEEEEEEEEE.

Okay, I'll be back soon and report the happenings.






Wednesday, June 18, 2003

Thinkin' Outloud...

I just ran a mile. I can't feel my legs.




Thinkin' Outloud...


Have you guys ever had Pirate's Boots? They're like made out of rice or something and they come in different flavors. Well here's a tip for you. Don't eva get the Veggie Boots flavored with Spinach and Kale. Guh-ross.

I've been drinking tons of water trying to flush out my system of the Grande Caramel Macchiato I drank around 2 P.M. I feel very anxious right now, and shakey and my mind is going nuts. No more caffeine for me, atleast, no more Starbucks for me.

I feel like I'm going through some sort of crisis right now, it's either from the weather, the caramel macchiato or some shit like that. I need chocolate.

(Seans downstairs in the basement working out lifting weights. He's grunting really loud. I hope our neighbors don't think we're doing it.)

Tomorrow I will be attending the Franchise Expo in Boston. It's just going to be Sean's father and me because Sean got a call to work tomorrow. I'm kinda nervous cause I usually don't hang out with just his dad. But I am going anyway to see if there's a possible Franchise I might be interested in but also, add my 2 cents to Seans father on the possible Franchises he may be interested in.

I always say this but, I'd like to write a book. I don't know what kind just yet but I've been saying this for a few years now. I'll start to write and my mind will get distracted.
I was telling a friend the other day that I might have Adult ADHD. He said he doesn't think I have it, but I think I do. It's very hard for me to concentrate and I get distracted by little things. I took this ADHD QUIZ and the results were very high and that I may have ADHD. I know that it's just a quiz but you have to know me to understand. I also took this quiz as well, (thanks eleanor).
I'm a very shy person and don't show emotions very much (unless you see me everyday and I feel comfortable around you). Those that are close to me may have experienced my bitchiness. I have to look into this more cause I do not like the way I am.


AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!




Tuesday, June 17, 2003

Thinkin' Outloud...

What a nice dinner we had. I timed everything perfectly. Will, Eleanor, John, I you all liked the vittles. Right after everyone left, I crashed. I totally zonked out right in the middle of watching that new American idol with little kids. What the hell is it called again?

I will be mowing Sean's mothers lawn today, then I have an appointment at 1 P.M. Then, I dunno. It's going to rain so I have to get to his ma's house super early.
I feel very blah right now...Everything that is entering my mind that I'd like to write about is seeming like this..."Blah blah blah blah blah, blah blah blah, blah blah blah...Blah"

I tried on my swimsuit that I'd like to wear for the cape this weekend. Can you say "sausage link"? I keep saying I'm gonna go for a run but I never do. I wish I had a pool so I could do some water aerobics. I tell you, the for days I was able to use a pool, I did some water aerobics and I toned my body. I could hardly see any cellulite.

Okay, I'm going to go now, my mind is doing that "Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah" thing, again.




Monday, June 16, 2003

Thinkin' Outloud...

For a Father's Day Present for Sean's dad, we went to Foxwoods for the night.
My highlight of the whole trip was seeing Manute Bol, formerly of the Washington Bullets, 76ers, Golden State Warriors and Miami Heat.
You know, at first I thought he was just some tall guy but then I noticed his legs. The man was wearing a very nice suit but it seemed like he was walking on stilts. I remember when I watched him play Bball, even tho you saw his bare legs, he still looked like he was running on stilts. But then I couldn't say for sure it was him until he stared straight at me! (He probably was annoyed at me staring at me but I looked away super quick!) Then I knew it was MANUTE! I wanted to scream out, "MANUTE, MANUTE!" But I was to embarrassed to.
A friend of mine says Manute frequents Foxwoods alot and boy was I happy that he was there when I was! It's just so weird seeing him play great BBall on T.V. - I was a teenager back then - and just awed at how tall he is, and now I've seen him in real life. He's well known for raising alot of money to send back to his native country, Sudan. He's sent most of his earnings back to his country to help them out which is very admirable. Although he's been out of the NBA for a while now, he's been raising funds by doing those outrageous Celebrity Boxing Matches that Fox holds, and has also ventured into minor league hockey - which some ridiculed him for but don't realize he's doing it to raise funds for his country.
I saw Manute! I saw Manute!
Oh, to those of you whom I called and left Voicemails with my Manute Sighting, my apologies!




Sunday, June 15, 2003

Thinkin' Outloud...


For the past week or so I have not been able to sleep at a decent hour. Decent for me being, 12 A.M.
I fall asleep around 4 or 5 A.M, then wake up three hours later. Not good.
As you can see, I am wide awake at 3 A.M. I believe this disturbance stems from my trip to Foxwoods. We had left around 8 P.M, got there at 9, then left at 5 A.M. (I was told we'd be leaving before 2 A.M) Ever since then my sleep has gone down the shitter.

Have I ever said to you, "It's weird being me."? Cause it is.