I don't know if I'm being to hard on myself but I really feel upset right now. I feel like my pride has been chewed up and spit out. All I know is I've worked very hard the past three days come to find I was thrown under a bus. I didn't do anything wrong? I tried to be as helpful as I could and I guess they didn't like that? I didn't like the position anyway but stuck with it.

I'm watching the Wizard of Oz now. I want Dorothy's pumps. I wanna wisk myself away from everything.

There's no place like Hawaii. There's no place like Hawaii.

For those of you who read this and are confused at what the flippin' hell I'm talking about...sorry. I don't want to explain. I'm just very upset.

Did I ever tell you that I fucking hate girls? Especially 22 year olds.

I've been very, very busy the past few days. Hopefully something good will come of it. Sigh.

My laptop has been acting very fuzzy lately. It's aggravating me. Hopefully I can replace this thing soon. Stupid Windows ME. It's crashed and froze about 3 or 4 times a day causing me to reboot.

I knew there was a reason my body was storing all that fat in my ass.
Today at approximately 5:37 P.M, I fell down my basement stairs. I was wearing chinese clogs I used for my Halloween costume as house slippers. I don't know if the clogs had contributed to my fall but they are under investigation.
I was following Sean into the basement to grab some X'mas lights.
It all happened so fast. I felt the clog slip a little causing me to miss the second step where I proceeded to panic and tried to grab on to anything that would help break my fall. That didn't work so I just shut my eyes tight and let gravity do it's work. I fell on my ass with a hard thud, then I felt myself slide down the rest of the stairs. Luckily Sean was also there to break my fall.
I hurt. I'm sure I will find bruises tomorrow. I ended up with many many scrapes on my hands and a torn fingernail.
Thank you, ass. Thank you for being there when I needed you most. You're a keeper.